A Foul Mood

It seems like I’ve been put into a foul mood after the weekend.

Sentimental as I am, especially when it comes to Robert or Rasmus, I was a little disconnected after leaving Härnösand. The ride home didn’t help much and what really put me in a bad mood was when my father called me 23:30 this Sunday to ask if I could come visit Grandma tomorrow…

For about two years now or more I’ve told him that calling hours before or just with a days notice wasn’t good enough. That way I either had to cancel everything I’ve already had planned to do or I be forced to decline. And with that short a warning it’s seldom I can go. I’ve asked him to talk to me well before a trip like that but well, he doesn’t seem to listen, at all.

Then working in Iocus is finally hitting it’s bricks for me. Sometimes I enjoy the people but with Kjell’s strange and constant changing of things it’s become dull and sometimes hard to do things in his way. I understand how he wants things done but it’s really a bother doing some things his way in his non-computerized system which is a total chaos for someone who isn’t used to it. I milk him when I can but I feel that I don’t get anything from it, especially not since Rasmus isn’t coming by which was about 2/3 the reason to why I accepted to sit there in the first place. So I quit, that plus I think I’m starting to overexerting myself. I need to calm down and get more things done on the areas I’m concentrating myself on.

But that’s not all. I have some things brooding in my mind of late which also is making me a little distant. That plus a strange set of feelings I can’t really place. Anyhow this affected the gameplay yesterday even though I managed okay. Anyway it seems to still be here, but it shouldn’t matter really. Well, well…