Ramble LIX

Yet another name suitable for a Xin. Well, it isn’t that much of a surprise since the X is kind of essential in most Xin names.

Being away for two days is a very efficient way to make your cats love you. Before they didn’t really become this obsessed and obtrusive after I’ve been gone but that’s most likely because they had someone who swung by and gave them food or something. Now when I came back Junior was screaming as mad if I didn’t pick him up or scratched him. Lillen tried her best to entangle my legs and to meow in her usual nagging way about how I didn’t give her attention and how much food she wanted.

Even after food to their content Junior still wouldn’t let up. He really wanted to be in close contact with me, leaving me kind of handicapped by the computer forcing me to mostly do nothing since he was largely in the way in everything. But since I was so tired after driving about 480 kilometers twice this weekend and barely having any decent sleep down in Härnösand I was and still am pretty tired.

Robert seemed to have a nice place down there and he seemed to have adjusted well. I’m quite happy for him even though it saddens me to not have him close and in all honesty it decreases my energy, tolerance, and will to stay in Luleå. He is in a extremely large part my reason for still being here. Role-Playing being the other.

Well, seeing both Rasmus and Robert growing is an exhilarating feeling even though it’s also full of sadness and pride. The sadness sharp and as hurtful as a dagger and the pride as warm and as bright as an LED-lamp on my computer, hehe. The sadness though cuts deeper when I’m more and more realizing how things is developing and also noticing how things is ending.

Well, time to plan ahead and plan new things. I had things I wanted to do before, maybe it’s soon time to do them and thus leave everyone behind…