A funny thing…

About, around, something close to, possibly, precisely, exactly three years ago this time I had the same problem.

Most if you doesn’t know this but it’s true. I had an extreme problem with money. I even tried to resort to Soc, and discovered the flaw in my setup. I decided not to press things further with Soc thus rearranging things so I could get full benefit from them later.

But well, about three years ago I was completely broke, as I am now, and I lived for about a month on the generosity of the Forsbergs plus my nagging parents. Did you know what I resorted to to get money? Can you even guess? Work? Oh no…

It was school. I admitted to the University and started my teachers education. It was a pretty good move actually since it somehow dulled the complaints from my relatives who mostly all hate my position and opinions about working a ‘proper work’. Well, I can’t be blamed for disliking working as well as the society. It’s not my fault. Or so we say. One can’t blame anyone else for things like that, that is pathetic. I’ve chosen everything I have and I’m proud of it. I know that some people though doesn’t like it but what do I care?

Anyway, I don’t plan to go back to school this time. Mainly because I doesn’t have the will to do so. I might take up my education later on and become something resembling a teacher but I wouldn’t be to sure of that. I need a good motivation to do something like that. Before it was money and the prospect of maybe becoming a teacher around Robert and Rasmus.

Well, well… it’s something with the summer and the slow workings of those who have the money which put me in these pinches during summer I think. If I hadn’t gone to Japan I would have had more money. But then again I live as I feel and choose and in that life you sometimes suffer just because of choices like that. But hey, it solves itself in time. Don’t worry, be happy.

Best Regards,
Herid Fel