Ramble XLIX

The first thing that pops into my mind as I’m writing the title is; Damn! XLIX is a damn good Xin name! Maybe I shall use it on my first introduction of the Xins? But then I trail of in thoughts that we will probably not see the Xins for quite some time yet so I store the idea to later and continue on with some ramble.

It’s been a great while since I rambled last. Well, mostly because I’ve been trying to write more substantial posts even though it seems that people STILL hasn’t realized some things and thus will not have access to the substantial posts until they do. Ankan have given me some tips about limiting posts in other ways than passwords which I’m currently investigating slowly. It seems that it could prove quite handy and might be possible to adapt in more ways too to encourage more from my players.

As a hint within a hint of another hint I will say that most posts with the tag hint since December describes for those who still are clueless what I require for you to realize. As soon as I pushed you more in the post Hmm… some of you realized what it was while others have given up completely or just stopped giving a damn about it. Most likely you don’t even care and only think that I’m a fool as always. If that is what you think, then you should consider if you should be around me anymore is what I say. If you think seriously that I’m a fool and just avoid conflicts or don’t give a damn. I do not need you. Harsh, but true. This is the last hint I’ll give you if you have any intention whatsoever to do anything about it.

This week seems to have just vanished on me. I still got loads of stuff to finish and one thing after another is piling up waiting for me to do it. But some things are actually solving themselves too so it’s not like my burden only grows. I would actually say that it’s going steadily, but slowly, down. I will also most likely relieve myself from some things soon enough so it will only get easier. But this is also kind of refreshing at times, having too much to do makes it a bit strenuous too which heightens other feelings somewhat.

Though my body have started sleeping funny. My dreams are as they should be, but sometimes my body is sleeping only three hours and other times five, and back and forth like that. Is not that I’ve lost control, it’s more that my sleep requirements change from day to day to be rested and not just half-rested. I think that my sleep cycles have changed somewhat and that’s why it’s like this, but I also suspect Energy Drinks at the wrong moment to be a factor. In truth I don’t know, not that it matters, it’s only a funny thought.

Yeah, now I strayed off for about 30 seconds from writing this post thinking about the votes and the setting “The Eye” that I’ve put up on the Group page. I see that only three have taken a vote or interest in the current votes (I will reset this when the time for beginning is closer) and I would ask of everyone that is actually interested in playing with me to vote, even if it’s only a no. In that way I know of your opinion in the question and also can see what I can prepare or not. I also might add more campaigns and scenarios to the group page, like Cluedo and other campaigns I have in mind or have been working on loosely. Like the remake of Trial of Trizon which will be renamed The Prison of Anur, most likely. I will try to keep the page updated.

Well, well…

Best regards,
Herid Fel