Ramble XLII

Yeah, I’ve been slacking again with writing on the blog, hit me… if you dare. Well, I’ve had so much to do lately that I’ve kind of neglected writing on the blog but well, now I have both the time and energy to write so well, let’s se what we can do about this now.

Well, since this is a ramble the first thing on my mind is usually what I write about and well. What have I been up to lately, other than working on some RPG-stuff and watching series which I do an awful lot when I’m not doing anything else. Friday was kind of a slow day I think I didn’t have the energy nor the will to do anything else so it ended on the couch after some discussion over MSN with some people.

Saturday was an unfortunate but fun day where I was with Robert and Foppa and played some soccer when I strained a muscle in my thigh. At first I didn’t realize that had happened so I continued to run and try to shoot and then after a while the pain got worse until I couldn’t shoot with my leg without a sharp warm pain and numbness went through my leg. Even so I tried some more but only made it worse until I realised that if I wanted it to heal I should stop.

That’s the thing about pain like that. I like it, and it’s really nice when massaging or just kneading and the sharp warm pain is thrilling but the thing is that it’s also bad. It’s like this knife kind of thing. Being stabbed is kind of a nice feeling, but the consequences are not desirable all the time. Like if I stab myself in my leg, I wouldn’t be able to walk properly or run and if I can’t treat it well enough I will have a impaired ability to use my leg for the rest of my life. Sometimes you think, it’s worth it, but other times it’s mostly bothersome.

It’s the same with this kind of pain, you kind of like but at the same time you want it to go away since it’s influencing my physical ability in stuff like soccer or fighting. Though it’s actually kind of easy to ignore this kind of pain and just let it become worse, but I think that I need a lot of training using my leg while kicking to get the same force in my kicks when it’s strained compared to a healthy leg.

Well, today, Sunday, I’ve been on a board meeting with TA and at my sisters on dinner. The dinner was really nice, she had made an improvised vegetarian pie which was really good and she also slid down some money in my pocket as a “rent” for her stay. She thought I needed it to eat or something, hehe. Well the dinner was nice, she had an old friend over at her place an her boyfriend and we spoke a little about this and that, mostly about our memories from childhood when we were 7-15, her friend is an old classmate of my sister and they were friends back then. And she’s also adopted so we know her through the adoption centre too.

Well, other than that I’ve mostly been working on RPG for both The Outsiders and AFC, it also seems that Rasmus soon will be able to play again so we can expect to play soon again. I’ve said to him that he can post a request on the sessions-page when he feels that he’s able to play again. Well, well…

Best regards,
Herid Fel