Well…

Hum, don’t really know what to say other than that it might be a lot of trouble ahead. I can’t say for sure but at least I think so. Then again I don’t hope so but if what I feel is real, which is surely is not, and then problem is approaching. Hopefully tough, it won’t be anything serious and it will go away before it escalates to what it has been or what it can be.

Well, as I told you before we started AFC, I think, I’ve been experiencing some problems which would require me to cancel sessions if necessary and so on. Well, now I seem to have a great trouble sleeping due to cardiac arrhythmia as well as some strange headaches I seem to get. Well, that isn’t really what disturbs me, what disturbs me is that I’ve been experiencing other kinds of heart aches which I haven’t experienced since I was… fifteen maybe sixteen…

If it is the same that is spooking around with my body again it will be a fun ride I think. It was a while since I last experienced very high pulses and fainted just because and stuff like that. I always thought afterwards; did I fight it? Or was it impossible to resist? It’s strange how it was back then but well, whatever. Hopefully I won’t have problems again soon since the pain can be a lot worse than it’s been the past few days. Well, time will tell.

I also think that I might have chance to get my stomach hernia back. I think I’ve experienced the mild version of it lately, but I’m not sure. I might have mistaken it for my tachycardia or something other stupid thing which hurts in waves and feels like it originates from the middle of my body.

However, mostly a heads up that if I seem to have lost focus for a second or so it’s only temporary. I’m just trying to deal with this, but hopefully it will go away on it’s own since I can’t afford medicine right now and even if I could, I wouldn’t buy it. I’m not in mortal danger so far so then I can try to fight it on my own.

The kids came over today to discuss a little around how we should proceed with the X-File’s RPG we’re going to try and we discussed some options and how and what and so on. It will be a free-form group built as a campaign based on the same concept and structure as X-file’s but still not entirely the same. Different characters, different cases. So the same but not the same, hopefully we’ll have fun with it. We will probably just play once a week since it will be quite hard to make a scenario that is suiting for this type of game play.

Well, the next part of the AFC will be to uncover the rest of Hathor’s Temple and well we’ll see how far you get this time before you finally decide to split from this place. As earlier mentioned, I don’t think you will go through the whole place and I highly doubt that you will even explore 100% of everything you can explore either. But then we’ll see, there is a still a lot that can and will happen after all. It’s good that you’ve made some major progress tough.

It seems like we’ll be going back to a full group with The Outsiders on Monday. Ola, who plays Serkas the Littleman, will be returning to the group. The group is actually pretty well balanced and they also have a good “party” so to speak. A healer, which also can act as a close range DPS/Tank, one fast monk, one powerful blade master and with Serkas a cunning kremis which is a master of ranged combat as well as sneaky combat. What is the best is the personalities I think. Both of the characters as well as their players, it will probably be a dynamic fun group to play with to explore my world from an initiate’s viewpoint.

Best regards,
Herid Fel