Ramble XXIV

Lately I haven’t had too much to write about on the blog other than my explanations about demonic lineage. It seems like the topics and the reasons to write stuff is at a pretty low turn for the moment since I always fall behind and not because of lack of time or anything like that but rather just my will and energy to write something.

Rambles’ though is something that is always possible to write even though I don’t like to ramble too much about nothing at all. I mean, I want to fill every day with posts but not too meaningless posts even though it might seem so.

Three years ago around this time I would never had expected to be here where I am today. I was just then changing my goals to different goals and preparing myself to let go of my original goals of life.

As always if one looks back like this in review you can always see things you could have done differently. Like money-shit and the like which would have put me in another position today. I could also have made different choices in life to gain higher ground in some aspects.

I would never have thought though that I would’ve achieved as much as I have in these three years back then either. Japan were a dream which were impossible to reach and freedom was something I thought I still had a long time to fight for.

Well, I’m quite satisfied with this, what I’ve accomplished and where I am today. Most of my choices are still good even when you look in review and only those things I couldn’t have know about is things that really should have made a difference. I’ve done as I wanted and felt too and it’s all gone good.

Let’s hope the future from here on will be good too.

Best regards,
Herid Fel