Why Christmas Sucks

I’m doing the last bit of the transfers for the server now and I’m a little bored. To begin with my apartment is quite messy and I don’t have anything else to do other than to spawn up ideas for RPG and things like that. Which is not going well, I’ll tell you why…

For the past three days I’ve eaten once a day (well actually today, the third day, I haven’t eaten more than a sandwich) and no breakfast. It’s messy in my apartment and dust everywhere. Even though I cleaned just recently, a lot of dust came out of the computers so I will need to do a major cleaning again soon. There are boxes everywhere and there is barely any space to sit in my couch and clothes are still not in the drawer.

So my apartment is very, very dusty… which for those who knows is not good for me being allergic to dust. Not having eaten hasn’t helped the situation too much and I’ve spent most of my days fixing my computers, which soon is finished! After much back and forth with hard drives and stuff I’ve finally managed to fix everything. The server is right now right above 700 GB of data and I’m going to fix all Star Trek series and then it will be around 800.

Well, what I thought about writing is just some points to why I don’t like Christmas, so here we go.

One – It’s hyped and unnecessary
Okay, holidays are good, culture events are GREAT. But Christmas? Hey, the only positive thing about Christmas is that it’s easier to sneak some money. People have hyped Christmas up too much.

Two – Too many conflicts
Well, this is different for everyone but I think I speak for many if I say that tension usually arises easier during Christmas. The stress is high and expectations is higher, everyone wants something which often lead to someone losing his or hers temper.

Three – People everywhere
I DO NOT LIKE PEOPLE! I think most of you know that by now. Heck, people are just meat getting in the way or meat that is meant to be used. But if you are going to do something people gets in the way, and during Christmas people are like everywhere and they are three times as many as usual.

Four – Expectations and presents
Many people expect things above normal, and want this Christmas-like feeling. Well, actually it most likely would have been great to have this feeling, but I can’t feel this feeling during an crazy event that have lost its purpose. Even though it’s a neat idea of everyone giving everyone something it’s still so fucking unnecessary. I will always try to skip presents during this time if I don’t really feel like I want to give someone something, like my Sister or Robert… but mostly, I don’t give my sister anything special.

Five – Grown up to hate it
My life hasn’t been the nicest thing always and I don’t know if I’ve actually had that bad Christmases, I have mostly good memories of the most of them, but anyway I’ve grown to resent them. All this hype thing, all this fucking glimmer everywhere and people. And winter to add! No, Christmas is something I might celebrate again when I’ve got a better reason to do so, like never. Or if it becomes great, which I doubt it ever will be.

Best regards,
Herid Fel