Outburst of Anger

Today HAS not been a good day.

Yesterday evening my internet died for some unexplainable reason. I tried to fix it with some tries but the only thing that worked was the wireless network and MSN, but barely on Yurin. I got so annoyed at the whole thing that I turned everything off and made some food and then left my apartment for a while.

When I returned home this morning it didn’t work either and after many tries and looks, I even brought Drak in to see if he could magically fix it. I didn’t expect him too and he didn’t disappoint either. Ankan didn’t find anything out of the ordinary and since he is the one that have installed all the programs that affect this problem this is not good.

Then I got angry. Angry, angry, angry, angry. I almost NEVER get angry. Annoyed, irritated, frustrated but seldom angry. Well this time it was all of the previous feelings plus anger. I guess it was a product of half-sleeping and not a proper breakfast. I almost broke my keyboard in my anger, even though it wouldn’t have been a big loss, this keyboard sucks anyway.

Well, next week, I will look over my economy and make some hard choices. Most likely the server will be renewed and I will kind of refresh my whole home system with moving around pieces of shit from here to there and use this and that to make whatever I want. But one thing is for sure, I am pretty tired of my broken server.

Just to add something that made my day even worse is that my nausea has been even worse than usual today. I’ve fainted like two times and I fell asleep while trying to watch something, and woke up with a real bad ache in the neck. Well… that’s about it.

Now I have unplugged the server and shit and kind of put it aside for the moment to let me get something done. The evening I’ve mostly spent to playing Guitar Hero IV – World Tour and to try to get the Dishes done. GH4 is actually a pretty good improvement but it also is yet another game that screams to me “You need a PS3 to fully enjoy any game like this anymore!” The PS2 is actually really, really slow now on these games that actually try to be fun, look good and have good music.

Well, whatever. Now I will do the dishes and then eat something and hope my energy and all will return so a session tomorrow will be possible.

Best Regards,
Herid Fel