Comeback

I feel that I’ve been a little off during the last week. Once again I am reminded that food and stress actually DO affect me even though I want to believe otherwise. Today though I’ve managed to do something I seldom succeeds with, I recovered and became alert even though I had all odds against me. Though I will most likely become tired soon to compensate I guess.

Yesterday I planned a session and tried to keep my will and energy and almost succeeded. Well, my will was there and my energy was on and off but somehow I couldn’t utilize it properly. I had so much planned which went in a bit different way, I could have put some more effort into it but even so I couldn’t because of the fact that all my energy depended on chicken bones.

Yes I had no breakfast yesterday and tried to stay alive with tea and a lot of food instead. I failed, according to myself. I have a steadier energy-flow when I’ve eaten properly or at least eaten breakfast. Well, anyway everything played out alright and even though all the impressions most likely wasn’t imprinted the right way the picture as a whole does not require revision. I will compensate later for my lack of personality to the characters most important.

Today though I’ve only slept one hour, then my mother woke me up and said that it was time to start moving. Add the lack of breakfast to that and then you might get an idea what it was like. I might not require a lot of sleep (or maybe my body does) but one hour is still too little and even when I sleep around three hours I need a lot of food and the most important meal for me (as well as for the rest of the world) is a steady breakfast. Real steady if I compare with most of my friends food habits. Even so I managed to get alert just after a steady dinner and some tea.

Something that I can really point out that has made me feel really out of order is that I’ve not really been able to express myself clearly since that headache day. I’ve not been as bad as PB but still enough for me to be a little worried, not to mention that my attention actually have been a little off when I even missed Ankan on the bus. I seldom miss anyone I know on the bus either I’m getting on or already on it and this time, well… not good.

Tomorrow the translation of the game will begin. This will probably mean a new alphabetical order and all that kind of shit and I really hope we can find good words for everything, otherwise I think I might have to invent some new ones, hehe. Anyway we will have a session later in Finkan, this is all due to the fact that I need to attend to a meeting during the day and if we don’t have a it in Finkan we will probably loose about… 4 hours of the day, when we only need to loose 1½ at most.

I have some problems with Linsuss right now, when I installed a patch to the current Windows version I have she kind of broke, and I haven’t come around to fix it yet. Though I’ll probably need her tomorrow or just print out some lists or something. Most likely I will fix a list of things and print it out and bring it with me instead. Or we could just skip it, though I prefer not to.

I need to help them move a little in the morning tomorrow too, I hope this won’t affect the schedule for tomorrow so I will be able to be on time, otherwise it will be better just to skip it. But hopefully, and if one would believe what they said I will be finished in good time.

Now it’s only to bring up the will to write all those lists, not to mention the protocols that Ankan need to get to the Bank, though I think I will postpone this to Monday instead and give them to him then or something.

Best regards,
Herid Fel