Mistborn Again

Yes, now I’ve started reading it again. Due to me being tired yesterday I watched anime instead of reading anything. Then I thought a little about how to proceed with the group from here. I have my thoughts and actually I think I will add a story-telling bit between your last session and the insertion point.

As for Mistborn – The Well of Ascension it’s pretty good so far. I think he might be able to do an okay job with Jordan even though I believe that he will have a hard time with the characters but who knows. Today I’ve been washing my clothes on and off during the morning so it’s been a little back and forth to reading. I’ve only managed to barely read 200 pages today and that’s it for today. I have some other things to do and even if I could continue – it’s actually quite exciting right now – I need to prepare for tomorrow so the session will go smoothly. I estimate that I will have completed the book by the end of the weekend depending on how much fully dedicated time the events this weekend will crave from me. I don’t think I can write too much more about this book other than that it smells wonderful!

I’ve changed my thoughts a little about which stories I’m going to write. This is mainly because I think I will keep Leon and Duo’s Heroe’s Guild open for joining for the group, therefore I will keep it open for now. So it will be The Gossip of the World, The Deathbringers and most likely something focusing around Agus. But well, we’ll see. The only one I’ve really decided upon is The Deathbringers.

My paternal grandmother almost died today. Therefore I didn’t have to help with the moving until late afternoon when they came back from the hospital in Kalix. It’s not surprising that the oldies are starting to suffer from these things. I’m half expecting something new to happen to my maternal grandmother as well. Everything that is the base of my life is changing right now. That’s kind of sad how everything that’s been there is dissolving as slowly and surely as time continues. Time is one of my worst enemies I think. I need it to do what I want to do and still if time goes by things will change and the things I like will disappear sooner or later. Like a book for an example, when you read it time flows and you will with help of time come to the end and then it’s over. Well, well, it’s enough sentimentality for you.

I’ve started to pick up some new habits lately, even so things are missing and in grave need of replacement which isn’t the easiest thing to do. One problem with playing with things as emotions, memories and thoughts is that you somehow get trapped in what you are and what you are trying to do and by the end isn’t able to do anything. I wonder what really is going on in my sub consciousness that would have been very interesting to know. I mean, how can I be certain that what I think and feel are what I really think and feel? It could be like that that I always think and feel different one moment to the others, but that would make it impossible to be someone in essence, to much focus in emotions and memory. If humans have a real ego or if the ego is constantly shifting then it should be some point where it emanates from, a base of some sort – origin. Well, I guess that’s all random speculations without answers or even a dialogue and then this text are meaningless.

Well I let you all get back to whatever you were doing and I’ll be getting myself something to eat and drink and continue with whatever I’m doing.

Best regards,
Herid Fel

Endnote; It’s only 2 months left to Robert’s birthday, how the hell am I supposed to get money that fast? Hmm…