Song of the Week #38

Linkin Park – Bleed It Out
Yeah here we go for the hundredth time!
Hand grenade pins in every line!
Throw ‘em up and let something shine!
Going out of my fucking mind!

Filthy mouth, no excuse!
Find a new place to hang this noose!
String me up from atop these roofs!
Knot it tight so I won’t get loose!

Truth is you can stop and stare!
Bled myself out and no one cares!
Dug the trench out laid down there!
With the shovel up out of reach somewhere!

Yeah, someone pour it in!
Make it a dirt dance floor again!
Say your prayers and stomp it out!
When they bring that chorus in!

I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away!
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away!
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away!
Just to throw it away, just to throw away!

I bleed it out, go stop the show!
Choppy words and a sloppy flow!
Shotgun opera, lock and load!
Cock it back and then watch it go!

Mama help me I’ve been cursed!
Death is rolling in every verse!
Candy paint on this brand new hearse!
Can’t contain him he knows he works!

Fuck this hurts, I won’t lie!
Doesn’t matter how hard I try!
Half the words don’t mean a thing!
And I know that I won’t be satisfied!

So why try ignoring it!
Make it a dirt dance floor again!
Say your prayers and stomp it out!
When they bring that chorus in!

I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away!
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away!
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away!
Just to throw it away, just to throw away!

I bleed it out~

I’ve opened up these scars!
I’ll make you face this!!
I’ve pulled my self so far!
I’ll make you, face, this, now!!!!!

I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away!
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away!
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away!
Just to throw it away, just to throw away!

I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away!
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away!
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away!
Just to throw it away, just to throw away!

I bleed it out!
I bleed it out!
I bleed it out!

So what the hell was I thinking when I wrote thins you wonder? Why this song and so on? Have the man finally gone nuts? Yeah, one could think so… I certainly would think so. If I didn’t know what I know, which I know… strange enough.

Well, I’m a little bit weird for the moment. That, if you consider that I’m not weird usually, I don’t think I am… but some might. I’ve been sick today too and even so I’ve done things… too much if you ask my poor body. I’ve only eaten twice, which is about half as much as I need. Well, the day isn’t over but well… I need at least three regular meals a day and one to two smaller treats. I’ve only had breakfast and two bake-up pizzas.

I’ve done much, but nothing concerning role-play. The though was to do some things when I got to Forsbergs and tried to fix Robert’s hard drive… only to find out that it had been fried. I will try to get it out on the warranty. Well, well… I got called to Skellefteå for an interview on Monday… someone want to accompany me in the car? It’s about two to three hours in a car and it might get lonesome just looking at the road for so long. Driving that far IS tiresome.

Well, the song is quite aggressive, don you think? It really suits my mood right now and it somehow applies to a lot of thoughts in my mind too. Well I don’t have too much to say other than that the session tomorrow before Boden, might be cancelled due to my condition… I’m not feeling well right now and I might get sick again by tomorrow. But then again, it might have been this day, and it will be gone after some rest and food…

And yeah… I forgot my cell phone at Muddy River, so the ONLY way to reach me until tomorrow around 16:00 is by internet. If you aren’t so kind to get my phone and give it to me, but right now I’m not in that mood… I will get it tomorrow.

Best regards,
Herid