Daily Report – Thursday 14/8 – 08

Let’s try to do this then. I’ve tried several times to just write some random babble but unfortunately it hasn’t worked. I’ve started to do something else, more important or at least something that I feel is productive in any way though I think that this actually will stick, if not you won’t see this and because you see this it stuck. This is the third time I’m trying to write something.

Today has been a pretty bad day in many aspects. Note that I’m currently writing this during Friday night or Saturday morning… depending on how you look at things so everything isn’t clear. The thing that made today (Thursday) suck so bad is because of my body and my mood. To begin with I had a drop in the morning which made my morning awful! Nausea and bad mood is not a good combination I tell you.

To be frank, I’m starting to suspect that it’s something bad behind my nausea but I can’t be sure and unfortunately I always thing that most of my feelings about something being wrong with me is just hypochondria, though history actually says different. The first time I felt ill without any reason it was my heart and the second time it later proved to be a bleeding wound in my stomach that later led to a hernia…

However, that wasn’t the bad thing about the day. The day got bad when I finally decided to go train and things went really bad. As I told you in a previous post I’ve somewhat hurt myself during training about one and a half week ago. Today I tried to train but almost instantly my left knee started aching. I tried to ignore this and just continue trying different ways of running. Everything from my stomping technique to my landing¹ that all proved to be useless. No matter how I tried to run my knee hated me. I finally took a break after two kilometres and then tried again, but only slower for one kilometre and with the same result. To make a long story short I couldn’t continue training and went shopping instead.

Well, on my way back home from Kvantum, when my legs finally had cooled down a little the knee started aching as hell. I almost couldn’t walk properly and driving was annoyingly difficult. Luckily enough you only need the left foot for changing the gears so well, I managed to come home. So I can’t train and my leg is tormenting me on and off. Sometimes it was okay, but most of the time it was a pain in the ass walking around.

Well, in the mood I was after that I tried to play with Ankan, it went fairly well even though I didn’t manage to muster up that special go, though it’s pretty hard to actually manage with that in single sessions. Sometimes it’s possible but that’s only if the player is somewhat active, trying and prying at everything or if the situation is carefully planned and mostly controlled by me. However, we got to the end of my planned scenario with fair luck and everything seems to progress towards the goals.

Later that night as I drove some of my parents friends back home I called Foppa in frustration. I felt really frustrated and wanted just to chill off and hang around someone familiar for a while so we just hanged around in the city and talked and such until it was nearly two-three in the morning. It was quite relaxing even though most of my frustration still remained.

Best regards,
Herid Fel

1. Note that I’m not sure at all about the expressions in English ↩