A Short Good Night Notice

I really need to write the posts to fill up the vacant days on the blog, they are getting more and more by the day. That’s not good, because then I need to muster up so much things to write about that it’s almost absurd and I can’t do that all the time. You know, I’m simply human.

Well, what to say then… so… hello. How are you? Are you well? Have you been sleeping well? Everything goes alright then? Well, I’m quite fine right now yes. A little nauseous on the mornings almost puking now and then but otherwise I only have my allergies to worry about which is only sneezing all the time and some irritation in and around the eyes. I sleep fairly well if I go to bed before or around three o’clock but otherwise it seems like my body don’t have enough energy to make the day.

Well, other than this life is going forward. I am busy as hell which is not an understatement, I have calculated that the past three weeks I’ve played RPG for 109 hours which in average is about 34 hours a week… which is almost full-time. This is quite a lot tough it’s only for me. But with the single sessions, two groups and Kusmark everything seems to have been quite much.

I got to admit I somewhat miss some things I seem to have lost or are losing at the moment. To deny it would be idiotic even though some would consider it a sign of weaknesses to admit that you actually miss things. I somewhat miss to have Robert around all the time and so on, but it’s really better for both of us this way anyway. I also miss a lot of what I’ve lost just because of this growing-up part. I decided about half a year ago to cut some ties just to help myself forward. I can’t try to keep up with everything especially those that don’t want my company.

And well, I really miss Oliver and Danielle too. Even though we only shared some brief moments in Tokyo together I have fond memories of them. Oliver was both smart and funny even though he was a little strange¹ and Danielle was a little bit strange too but even so I think I would have regretted my whole trip if it wasn’t for her. Adam, the British boy I met those last few days I really had some good times with too even though I didn’t had time to create any connections with him. He was a nice kind of a guy anyway.

Well, I’m going to sleep now. I will try to fill up those other days with meaningless ramble about this and that, but I will do it!

Best regards,
Herid Fel

1. Heh, shall I say… ↩