Reconnecting

Well, today I’ve not done too much of importance. I’ve been playing some RPG and during the evening I went to my parents to have dinner as my schedule foretold. Nothing special there, or it depends on how one sees on it. I haven’t done anything in particular so one would think that it’s not something special at least.

During the evening on the other hand Foppa and Robert came by. Heh, we mostly played NGNT 4, at least me and Robert did. Foppa was laying on the couch, as usual, doing almost nothing. Well, he looked every now and then at his Warhammer list and his book, but in the whole he didn’t do anything at all. Well, I guess he enjoyed doing almost nothing…

It’s been a while since Robert and Foppa been here, even though they’ve been here about once or twice before this actually felt like the first time or something. To describe it further is like… hmm… like I’ve just been a little bit off during their other visits and today it felt like we actually where back to before Japan…

This is both good and bad. I’ve noticed that the more time it goes after Japan, it seems like things almost are trying to get back to normal. I need to fight this and try to change it back again. I can’t go back to the way things were, even if they aren’t like that right now the directions of some events are going that way. My mind is straying back.

The only question is what are making it go back? Lack of energy, nah… can’t be. I’m eating more here than I did in Japan… which my money will point out to me in a very evil way by disappearing from me. I still have some debts to pay, but I don’t think it’s to much of a hurry anyway. I have a priority, but I’ve managed to fix things up so things should be alright. What the reason is I don’t know but I will try to solve it one way or another.

I’ve begun to train or something similar to that. With the lack of school I need to keep my body in shape and I’ve even started to go through the martial arts I remember. Which I even found out… I’ve forgotten very much from. I know many moves, though I have forgotten how to do them properly and what’s right and wrong. Sure I can try and see, but sometimes you just think wrong and the move will not be as powerful as it should be. As for the advanced stuff it’s completely gone. Though that I still know how to use my fingers in a effective way to hurt someone punctual I can’t say that I actually remember how to use a pressure-stick or even how to paralyze someone with my thumb. I have a vague idea, but without anyone to test on, I can’t be sure. And even then, I need to practice it until it will be natural for me. Which it wasn’t before due to my teacher moving to fucking Germany…

However, things are alright for the moment. My health is my health, and RPG is going forward. I even have changed my estimate and are pretty sure that it will be possible for the group to have the first group-sessions this week. I only have two more sessions to go with everyone except Foppa and Ankan. Foppa have one left, Ankan actually won’t play with us until he’s finished his exams so PB and David have one to two sessions left depending on the time every piece takes. I need to just clarify some of the sessions we’ve done so far and then just go through what happens during these five years… That will have some blanks, actually.

Best regards,
Herid Fel